Life Goes On

One of my colleague told me that he is leaving the company for good because he got BE (below expectation) in his KRA / KPI. I was shocked when he told me about this. Not because he is about to leave (he told me that he wanted to leave way before he got his BE) but because he got BE. It is hard to get a job now. However, Life Goes On. All I can do is wish him all the best! Dude, cheers up. Things that couldn't kill you will make you stronger!

I feel that the passion and the creativity in me is decreasing day by day. Sometimes I just can't concentrate at all. Then I will start mumbler to myself (sounds like a psycho). Am I bored of what I am doing now? No. I'm learning to do producer's job and it should be interesting and challenging. Because of the office's environment? No. I love to work with my team. The pay? Maybe. No matter how old are you, it seems that 'money is always not enough'. I can't find a solid reason for myself. Oh, maybe I need to take a long holiday which is about 3-5 days. I feel that I'm lost. I can't see where am I standing, I don't know which direction am I heading to and I certainly can't see my future. Maybe I need a spark in my life which can brighten up my world now. Or maybe I shouldn't think too much.

Twisted Ankle

I can still feel that my left ankle hurts when I was playing futsal (indoor soccer) just now. Guess my friend is right, I need to take it easy. I can hardly run and I can't do a full stretch like how I used to do. Some of my friends suggested me to go for Chinese Medication because they are pro in 'internal injuries'. If I can't get a good feedback from my doctor tomorrow, I will switch to Chinese Medication then.

By the way, I guess I had a good day today (besides the stupid ankle part). I was cracking my head for one of the project on my hand now and I could not find a good solution. However it turn out to be something very interesting after I had a meeting in between me, my supervisor and David (the great David who helped me in my previous project, Valentine's Greeting). I hope that the final product will impress everyone and I will try my best to achieve what I did for Valentine's Greeting because we have more time to accomplished this mission.

Show Reel 09

This is my show reel for 2009. I will keep it updated from time to time whenever I have finish new works / projects.

Mah Jong

Oh my...I haven't been here for about a month.
I did try to come more often but I'm always too busy (the only valid reason I could find)
Basically, March seems to be a 'normal' month to me. Maybe every month seems normal to me.

However it was a unlucky day yesterday. I played Mah Jong with my aunt and grandpa and I lose about RM200. It is for my meal for April! I seriously regret after the game. I told myself that "Wouldn't you think that this is not a smart investment?" (don't know why I considered it as investment as I never wanna win money tru Mah Jong. I just wanna play for the fun of playing Mah Jong). I decided I need to stop playing Mah Jong step by step from once a week to once a month to special occasion only.



ps. I must forcus on my goal - stop playing Mah Jong.