Life Goes On

One of my colleague told me that he is leaving the company for good because he got BE (below expectation) in his KRA / KPI. I was shocked when he told me about this. Not because he is about to leave (he told me that he wanted to leave way before he got his BE) but because he got BE. It is hard to get a job now. However, Life Goes On. All I can do is wish him all the best! Dude, cheers up. Things that couldn't kill you will make you stronger!

I feel that the passion and the creativity in me is decreasing day by day. Sometimes I just can't concentrate at all. Then I will start mumbler to myself (sounds like a psycho). Am I bored of what I am doing now? No. I'm learning to do producer's job and it should be interesting and challenging. Because of the office's environment? No. I love to work with my team. The pay? Maybe. No matter how old are you, it seems that 'money is always not enough'. I can't find a solid reason for myself. Oh, maybe I need to take a long holiday which is about 3-5 days. I feel that I'm lost. I can't see where am I standing, I don't know which direction am I heading to and I certainly can't see my future. Maybe I need a spark in my life which can brighten up my world now. Or maybe I shouldn't think too much.